a deviant is in need.please help her by commissioning her.every little bit helps.i am currently going working on getting something from her.
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so yes i am thinking of making a return...not that anyone cares, but some input into things poeple ould like to see would be cool since i now has photoshop cs3 and the gimp +some inspiration to learn, and characters and things i wish to work on so yeah...

i am in love !!! as you can tell i am quite happy about finally figuring this out. there are of course problems with the situation but if you care you can ask and i might answer

i have the worst luck with women. My ex.......idk even where to start with her. danielle i've given up on since she has a steady relationship. the girl i like currently i don't think even knows i like her, or feels the same way for that matter. so yes all of this makes my life uber fun!yay sarcasm. add in the fact that my house is a timebomb waiting to explode and it is clear to see why a bullet in the head would be a good thing at the moment.

i have no idea what the fuck is going on with 2 ppl who i like in my life. one i don't know what to think anymore and i would be better off knowing what is going on. The other i don;t know what i want from her.i would love to date her because she is special, but there is a) too much drama surrounding her b) i don't know if she would and c) i don't know if i really want to deal with everything. I just really wish i had my best friend in my life. she always made things make sense..... but idk..........fuck it